Its 10:52 pm now but im not asleep yet.im not in the mood to update bt i'll just update what i feel today. I feel so DOWN.DOWN.DOWN NOW..im not pointing fingers to anyone..but im just feel upset coz of her.those words keep spinning in my head & the more i think bout it,the more my fcking tears will flow.yeah,u're right i shouldnt think & even talk bout her,but i just cnt.its up to u to scold me if u do not like this post.but im just stating hw i feel.theres no relationship which goes smoothly.every relationship must have the curves..true enough?? i feel like breaking dow.YES I DO! bt i dont wanna fall for the second time.i feel like hitting my head to the wall now.i really cnt think properly.aku dh cm org giler kt umah nie..hais,any volunteers to let me atleast punch their face?hahah k stop talking rubbish apple.hm so yeah,i hope my mind will be cleared by tmrw morning..i really hope soo.
Today gotten back my paper scripts.hm the marks for paper averagelh bt im so dissapointed in physics.i cnt accept my marks.seriously it really dissapoint me.bt i hope,i could get promoted to sec 4 nxt yeeeaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr!!! so aft school mt aina & bby.tok2 for a whil at school,thn wnt out to salam happy fam & then,me & bby chao frm thre.lepak with sarina & mardatilla.hahah funny lh they all.so bby gave me smthing.heee thankieu sayaang.then wnt hom with mardatilla.yeah,im beat now.
-To Somone,im sorry..i cnt meet u tmrw...perhaps,i cnt meet u forever.i hpe you'll find somone new & move on...forgt bout me coz i love my bby..only him.
To bby,i really loved you.i dnt ever wanna loose u..YoU'RE MY ONLY LOVE,NO ON ELSE COULD REPLACED U.
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my head is spinning.. - Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
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Amir Bam Bam<33 - Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 7:00 PM
 hello people! sorry for nt updatig my blog for the past few days.i've been quite bz with working.so yeah,on the 19th of october is the first day of my work.woke up at 5 am.bath & put o my clothes,set my hair & off to work with mum and dad.thanx to my mums frend for accepting me to work there.btw,its a labelling work,more to indoors.its my first time working btw,so im nt fussy bout the work.took bus to jurong point & walk for 15 mins frm there to my work place. first time step into the building,spot 1 handsome guy..his face like chirul!bt the lgy handsomelh..he waved at me,i waved back & went in.first day,absolutely sway! it was so rushing! & im too beat to continue bt still,i continue my work. went home at 4pm,straight to bed as i really cnt take it.& yeah,got high fever.tanx to bby for cheering me up.bt then when night comes,my ead feels like exploding. think its bcoz of the air-condition effects.its nt normal degree ppl,bt its 15 degrees!try to imagine hw fcking cold is that!pfft!so took two pills of panadol & went to sleep.the second day, with my fever i went to work..as perusual,break time spot 1 more gd looking guy..his name is amir!HAHAH same name as my lovely bf!his a frend of my 1st bro..so the hot! then my lat day,which is today..spot another gd looking guy early in the morning.his ame is Boh.weird name huh?hees bt he never fails to make me smile there.bt just now went in the cold room which is -18 degrees!fcuk im so fckng cold!i wore three hoodies!bt still could feel te cold.ouh,& i missed to take a snapshot of amir..hm so yeah,say gdbye to everybody..& off home. yay,tmrw meet bby!3 days without bby by my side..feels like im lost in the world.. I Miss All my BabyG's. *(NANA ANDREW,BELLE PETITE & FARNA SAM) To bby,i misses u badly.seriously...meet asap kaes?tc,love you..mwaackx!
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HALOWEEN NIGHT FEVER! - Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 11:14 AM
 This post is especially for my babyboy..firstly,i wanna wish HAPPY 2ND MTHSARY DEAR! i just want you to know that u really meant so much to me.i really loved you,cherish u & i wont easily forget about u bby.with u in my life,my life now is much more meaningful...though we've gone through soo much,u were always there to protect me..u ever fails to make me smile even for just 1 seconds.i really do hope that we'll last as long as we could.i loved you baby..only you.. Hello cupcakes! yesterday went to night safari halloween night.wohoo~great i tell u! its like u could see ghost every where.& i hate that stupid killer clown.he go & chase me sia!gosh feel like slapping him!hahah all th ghost muker stop it seyh.haha so yeah,had so much fun .bt i hate queing up for the tickets.it took us 1 hour!yesterday were full house!den took the monotrail for 1 hour.i love all the animals.so cute!bt i really love the 'netherland'ahaha so scary sia even mummy & abd nizar shout at te last part.hees then after the trail,it was 11 45 i think then we go & take a look at the things.i bought a nice buddha bag with sequin on it.nice...then went home.&& i love that gawrgeouz at the picture there.so gothic! will start working tomorow.so yeah,will update soon aye?tc fuity's.
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