Hai nabeyh uh nie blog..cnt change the font colour!arrggh damn it!hm k nvm bout it.so now chatting blogging & checking my other accounts as dh its been so long since i touched the laptop.pfft!hmm bz with choir & schools as championship comin aite.yeah so yesterday went meeit hubby at *somewhere* with nana & izzat as they accompany me go,lagypon drg also nk slack ard so yeah,meet him & hugged him!hee misses him so much..& so i seperate with izzat & nana and off walking with hubby.jalan2 amek air.then settle down & he start to ask me.'N' level is soming,if i ask for 2mth of time-out cmner?i heard the time-out word jer i stand,hes like i "i tanyer jer lh b,not tat i btol2 nk".so sat down and talk to him ifhe really want,den b**** skali.he say nonono..im just asking.haa!at tat point of time feel like crying seyh as im scared if he leaves me 1 day.i really dunt want to.hm so tok2,walk2, laugh2,shout2..den went home.coincidentally,my pp8 & his p8 low.hais RINDUU!hee so today slack at outside the mac wit bella,nana& farna but for a while as i need to go to choir..again..then for the first time,farna told me tat im serious bout my relationship with my hubby.she says tat in the past,whenever im in realitionship,i always not serious bout it.timer lh..scandal lh those stupid stuffs..haa!bt then surprisingly nw tat im really into him.i just smile as im happy..cmmon,i really love my boyfriend alot mann..hais but hw i wish i could really show hw i feel towards him.
~To Bella,be strong ok babe?i noe u can go through all this coz u noe why? BabyG's will always be there for u..no matter wad happens.dunt give up alrite?i noe hw sad & dissapointed u are coz i've been through all that.and the feeling really sucks!i noe u loved him lotx but just think wat he has done to u.he so dont have the heart..& he dont desrve you okae?
~To Nana,bby dunt cry no more..dunt waste ur tears..guys always like that.just think tat he spend time with his friends oke?like my bf say,think positive oke?i noe it hurts..but what to do..we gerls slalu mangalah tpi drg..they dont understand what a sacrifice means..trust me,if hes back,sure he will msg u..& for now,do ur fav things.relax,calm down..dunt think bout him first if thinking of him making u hurts more okae?
so yeah tats all for today..will update soon aite.&& for bbyboy,i miss playing with u under the rain..i miss hearing ur laughter..i miss ur smells..i miss everything of u!talk soon ..
