yesterday went to east coast park with Ronie,meet ayu & abg nizar there..went to eat steamboat..wohoo~ nice!ltr,kak nana came and do the fish spa with ayu.ayu asks me if i want to do,bt i rejected.gosh,the fish are all fat2 & big2..gross!hahah they say its gonna be okay,yeah rite!hahah then off we went to the prawning place.hm quite expensive lh,bt its worth it if u go there for once a while.settle down & do the bait.first catch,kak nana's..2nd catch,ronnie..3rd catch is me..& after 4 hours of prawing,ayu & abg nizar get their first prawn.im proud of myself by caughting 7 prawns..woohooo!ronnie caught the biggest prawn..it looks like lobster though.so before we went home,we washed the prawns & bbq some of the prawn.& the rest,we bring back home to show mama & papa.went back home at ard 4+ am.yesterday was superb!laughing all the way..stupid jokes..stupid attitude..stupid faces..hahah fun!

So,today woke up at 1pm!hahah late rite?yar i noe...haa go do housework chores,cleanup the house & off to NUH visit my lovely 2nd Brother.for the first time,i cried.i cnt control my tears anymore.for all these while,im holding my tears to make them think that im strong & i dont cry.bt atlast,just now i cried infront of my family.looking at his situation,it really hurts me alot.eventhough he loves to bully me last time,bt still saper tk syg abg sndiri kn?hmm he had gone through his 2nd operation..will be having 3rd operation soon.this 2nd operation,they took out the metal frm his leg & let it be to see if the leg could heal itself.bt i think it will took time.so the coming operation,they will have to cut smoe skin frm his thigh and cover.i pity him..seriously,it must be painful mann.i hope,he will recover as soon as possible..insyaallah..

To bby,i missed u so much! one day without hearing ur voice,it felt so empty.i hope,we could meet asap eyh b? love you..tc..mwaaah!
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